As long as the wrong feels right ..

I don't even know ..just, this goes out to someone that was once the most important person in my life. I'm not able to remember how all this shit happened, but really, doesn't matter ..

I'm right here, alone, surrounded by monsters, by people with ugly masks who scares me .. I feel all the wrong things, like them are right.. and i suppouse to set on fire ,but first ..

I am thinking at you :) ya, you .. i'm sure you don't even know i'm here .. and i have been waiting for a while.. for you to come. I have changed since then, but i feel great , my soul's voice is dead and my heartbeat.. stops yesterday. i don't even know if i'm dead or i'm alive, all i know is.. i feel so right, when this is wrong ..

Maybe, our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems... maybe, you are taking care of me.. even if you are so far .. maybe, you learned to appreciate the people who loves you, 'cause baby, i fuckin' hate you , just because you can't realise what i am talking about ...

So, what if i'm dead ? maybe, that's why you can't hear me.. that's why i feel a lot of wickedness around me.. that's why my best friend tries to keep me up, but he can't hold my hand.. that's why his heart cries, breaks to pieces and lies on the floor... ok, you killed me .. but not at all.. I can love him, yet .. this is not the same, because you took my soul away, but he tries hard to put it again in my chest, 'cuz... he really cares :) ..

Now, i think is to late, but when i told you " baby, please come back.. it wasn't you, baby .. it was me.. maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it sems, maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano.. all i know is.. i love you to much, to walk away.. " you left, you didn't care.. so why i should fuckin' care right now ?! only because is wrong... because he restored my soul, only to want you again ... ok, that's so ugly , but's all right, because i love the way you lie ..

you sweared you never do something to hurt me, because on my outside is obvious when i'm haversack .. you forgot it, but's ok, again :) .

love u.